So right now I am trainer-less. I was supposed to meet with my new trainer on Tuesday but she is currently unavailable until Thursday at the earliest. It is looking like I won't get to train at all this week. I am doing my best to stay in the gym but I do have to say that the wind has been taken out of my sails a bit. My diet is waaaaaay off but oh well. Yesterday I did a bunch of cardio with my friend Tory and today I went for an extremely long walk on the greenbelt with my friend Jackelle. I am seriously considering quitting the competition I am in at the gym. I am not going to give up on my quest to lose 40lbs but the competition just doesn't appeal to me any more, and besides...why stop with only 40?? I watched the Biggest Loser finale last night and there is no reason I can't get down to 125lbs or less...that means I have about 50lbs to lose. I can definitely hit this but I am pretty sure it isn't going to happen in the next 6 weeks.
Like I said, my diet is way off and to be perfectly, brutally honest - I am not even trying to eat right this week. I am allowing myself 1 week to pout about the grave injustice that has been done to me! I know that no one has suffered as I have in the gym world but I will not suffer in silence! I will be brave! I will eat Coldstone, Wendys, and Magnum Ice Cream until I am sick! I will triumph!! (I know, that was ever so slightly dramatic)
Next week I will happily get back on the wagon and eat according to the diet that Jonathan set up for me. I have zero intention of being permanently derailed.
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